| i hope that... |
[Nov. 24th, 2007|04:15 pm] |
i will never NEED more than i can fill in my arms or carry on my back
and that someday i can be very very fearless with love |
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| drews variety sto! |
[Nov. 10th, 2007|04:59 pm] |
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it isn't hard to be over places when every person who belongs here with you, flavor discontinue, store closes. what are my children going to do without drews? what is wauwatosa going to do without drews? |
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[Nov. 7th, 2007|04:24 pm] |
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this morning. the shower falling on my empty conditioner bottle (remind me to get some more shampoo this weekend!) sounded like a lion. ROARRRRRRR. I feel like it was telling me--either beware, or someone is protecting me.
i am leaning towards beware |
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| high school |
[Jun. 5th, 2007|10:52 pm] |
So, three more days of high school. if anything, it feels like we have months left, which gives me this "knock on wood" type of feeling. like my life is SCREAMING AT ME. enjoy this, bathe in it. Don't forget it. write it down. But there really isn't much to write down because....i dont feel anything except this math exam hanging over my head. I havn't learned it for months, and months ago i still didnt' know what i was doing. In my next life, remind me to get a math tutor. Now, i won't fail the class, and i won't get kicked out of college, but i want to leave better than I came in, in ways that you can count.
I said goodbye to emily today, she won't be in 5th hour the next three days, and it was happy. I wasn't upset or scared, it was light. it was kind of funny how honest it was.
I feel like i am different. I am still so the same, but i am honest now. The better i feel about te way i look, the closer i am to getting that nose job. The kinder i am to my friends, the more i am willing to tell people they are hurting me. The happier i am, the more confused i get. same with older, I feel like i am slowly morphing into myself as a child. not the child i was. it all happened so fast
i am so blessed and so grateful to know it. |
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